going thru a rough spot. lots of negative. insider telling how worthless and bad and stupid i am. i know it, but does she have to say she's going to tell T the truth about me and convince her that i'm not worth working with?? i know how bad i am and how stupid and ugly and all that, but T is starting to listen to me. she'll be driven away just like everyone else. then i'll be alone again.
naomi