I am something of a contradiction. I love to talk and Im very out-going. Im never afraid to speak out in class, I make "acquaintances" easily, definitely not shy! But when it comes to being really "close" to ppl, I really dont open up to anyone outside of my family. My parents and extended family are all terribly judgemental and I just have learned not to trust ppl passed a certain level. I definitely only feel "safe" at home, with my family and keep the rest of the world at arm's length.