@Lucy - yes, I've been through the annoyance of allergy testing. I am hoping that no more are discovered, as my diet is limited enough! I have considered seeing a natropath before, they are just so darn expensive! It might be time to start a little savings to check out the alternative med side.

@Confused - yes, therapy does help, a lot! I've been working with an amazing T for two years and a great Pdoc as well (they talk regularly which helps me a lot, too!) Therapy is hard and painful and ugh at times, but it is worth the work.

@Missbelle - I had a hunch that was the case, that I'd really *know* when they were working, and if I have to question it, then they probably aren't. I just hate the idea of having to go through the trial and error again, yet, I know there is light out there somewhere?

@Night - yes, I'm on quite a few different ones as well, each serving their own purpose, all closely monitored by my doctor. I'm glad you're doing well, and hope to be able to say that about myself soon!

Things have been really dark in general, pretty much all the time for the last few weeks. I know that I am concerned, and usually I don't care. But this time, the depression is so strong that even I know it.