Wow, that would sure be nice, wouldn't it? I'd love to be able to drop the memories forever, I think I'd be happier? Then again, as it is, there are still many repressed memories, and as I uncover them, it is filling in holes in my history. Filling those holes, as painful as it is, is actually helpful too. I don't think it's a pathetic escape, we've got a lot on our shoulders when dealing with depression, and it is only normal to want some relief!