...sometimes I get stupid nervous when I decide to write stuff on here because this place can really creep me out!

...and pretty much just breathing the air anywhere makes me stupid nervous because living in this world really creeps me out!

as usual I don't know what I'm on about it's misty with a good chance of thunderstorms in my head. There seems to be nothing to do and as opposed to the stereotypical... "functioning" is the ultimate way to go in this life....?

...something seems suspiciously wrong with that according to me so familiar with the dysfunction and the malfunction.

I only cope as an individual when I'm not coping in the world!.... and then when I'm occasionally coping in the world? ...I'm bored out of my brain ridiculous! It's all backwards with mental illness!....for me anyway...it's all backwards.

I'm ok with malfunctioning...I'm better than ok with it...especially if thats what it's considered to be...and to hell with this seriously sick un-civilization...I'm never gonna fit into it i'm beyond it...a member of the evolved bipolar human species part of the cure!

I even make myself stupid nervous...but thats ok