Dear T,

I feel weird right now...I was hoping to hear from you about being able to have a session tomorrow but I didn't...so I'm sad. I feel like you are not as close to me as you used to be-I hate that feeling-even if it's not true. I feel like I've been a burden recently and annoying..and I'm sorry. Last session all I needed was for you to comfort me-that's it-and I resisted and i think it left you conflicted. Then I put you in a double bind situation (a lot) but guess what-I grew up with it-it's what I know. I'm sorry for the swarm of emails...please talk to me in some way tomorrow-I pray I might even get to see you. I know you care about me-and I know I'm hard to work with-please stick with me-but don't pull away in the process. I'm working on being able to tell you everything-there is a lot going on...and I'm struggling financially...stick with me please...I know you will. I pray for the day I'm in a better place-I'm working-I'm trying....