Things I wish I could ask u:

• How can u have enough energy and care for all of your patients? If u don't, how do u pick who needs it most?
• have I crossed your boundaries?
• am I wanted?
• am I lovable?
• do u care for me? Or just about me?
• are u angry at me?
• are u pushing me away?
• have u ever wished that I wasn't here?
• am I a lost cause?
• do u distance yourself on purpose?
• what's comes first- my needs or your needs?
• if I wasn't paying u, would u get rid of me?
• are u going to disappear after we are finished together?
• do u have favorites?
• what do I have to do to be a favorite?
• how come u make me feel so special and so insignificant at the same time?

I have so many questions that I know I will nvr ask u... So I will tell em here.