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Be honest with me all ok.. I want that, and I do deserve that from all of you !!!
This has came up recently in a few converstaions at school, about how there "adult kids act" and someon said they wanted there kids to act more like me, with a head on straight and narrow and know what they wanted out of life?
I have been told recently that I am "immatrue" how so?
How do I act that way?
I am jsut wondering, so I can stop doing what ever it is, that I am doing to act like that, I thougth I had out grown that habit,
I have been through "hatis' and back with both of my babies to hvae them in my life, and to keep them in my life, on a daily basis, so I do not fully understand why someone would say I am immature?????

I will never say anything bad about anyone else, nor do I try to hurt others, yes I do understand conflicts with each other happen, and I have openly aploigedes to others if I have hurt them and I have tried not to hurt others on the fourms here..
If I have I will say sorry now.. and post it again if necssary..
but this immatrue comment has shook me beyond words. and has also hurt me beyond words and this time it has crushed an inner part of me that I had bulit up, and thought I had been able to put away, and now I am not so sure about..

If anyone would help me on this I would greatly apperciate it, if not, that is ok too. .
Thank you in advance..

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The light is around me now
I see it so clearly now
I feel him in my heart
Lord God has set me free.
Let me rejoice in you
Let me be free
I love the lord God.
I have been Saved by your Grace and love today...04/11/04