I suppose my anxieties are surrounding possible cognitive things, anyway, here goes;
-I consider myself fiercely independant most of the time, if anything, pretty stubborn. I see this in a good light most of the time, and am proud. But part of me feels anxious when asking for help, or assistance, will they help?...will i get messed about?...invasion of privacy? etc.
- Anxieties around my cognitive shortfalls. I have stm loss, as a result of having a vp shunt put in when i was nine due to hydrocephalus. My executive functions are not great due to this. But also peoples ignorance toward this. People have immediately assumed my ability to have a career, education etc, and generalise about my actual intelligence. They dont seem to realise that i have had these problems since youth, and probably just needing ways to get around it again, as i find it slightly worsening atm. Also anxieties around keeping myself organised, budgets, appts, etc.
- In summary to that, rude, arrogant, narsisstic people. Also people, workers etc that i have had contact with, who just make run of the mill assumptions about my life, oh and rumours, but dont actually have the balls (lol) to face me with said rumours. Makes me angry, but i laugh it off anyway :P. Sorry about the slight bit of language, i am outspoken after all...doubt that will change :P
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