Do you ever wake up thinking, "I hate myself. I hate my life."? I have every day for about a week. And when this starts, it won't let up. Those.two thoughts just keep running and running and running through my head. It's like a bad broken record.

On another note, I really do wish I had a disease with visible symptoms. It's terrible to have to explain to someone else what's going on.

I do not want to start this day...but I will. I'll get out of this bed, shower, go to work, try to be productive, and see my doctor afterwords.