Lisa,
I'm back - took a brief "can't deal with life" break from PC.
I do soooo understand. I'm 36, without real friends, and am not going out now and looking for friends IRL. Makes me feel anxious just thinking about it. What am I supposed to say, "Hi, my life is a mess just about now and I'm in perpetual crisis mode. Wanna get some coffee?"
Seriously, being able to talk to ppl here has really been, well, a lifesaver. Some of this stuff is so overwhelming and just too difficult for others who don't have DID (or PTSD or abuse) to really understand.
My hubby is only able to listen to certain aspects of my DID, but some things are just too difficult for him to even listen. I guess that is what a T is for, in addition to the ppl here.
Are you still having time off from work? I think that might help give you time to recover from the PT.
Hope that you feel better soon-
((((hugs))))
Elizabeth