Ok at work now...heart is pounding so fast i am actually panting. There is an audit today, so i HAD to come to work. I dont wanna sound paranoid but it feels like the universe is testing me here.

I would gladly give up my eye teeth for a Valium. Had a meeting with my boss/friend, and he had me write things into my appointment book that will keep me here at the office FREQUENTLY after dark. Sigh....i hate my life so much