Hi , i'm back.....n with a new problem......i just need to sort my feelings here....i found a good friend in a man abt a decade younger than me....now thts an ok thing i know in western societies but not in my country...its almost taboo....
well, the problem is tht , i started this friendhsip by sharing some of my story...infact even today we met up n i shared a a vulnerable secret of mine...he shared some of his own hardships n talk n chats later....we're sort of inseperable.......h is i must say quite mature for his age n i thoroughly njoy his company as much as he says he does.....he calls me often to meet up n talk abt stuff....we message each other good nite....but we're comfy right now. both of us agree on being just friends but..i must confide...i do feel attracted ...tho i know i cant go on tht street ever....he too says tht he respects me n would nver think of me in a wrong way. i'm happy for him if he thinks that way..but sometimes the passion he shows when we have to part make me fall back into a sense of depression n frustration....of not knowing wht he is having in his mind....shud i pull out now n save both of us the heart ache.....i dont want this to be any rebound....i need to get over him too....help me pls....it hurts not being able to be share it wit anyone.....Thanks in adv....N love to my frnds....always on my mind....:-)