Thank you everyone for the support and guidance, and insight. My head is a little woggy from not sleeping so I'll keep this brief and just say thank you and I will print this thread for my T's. (((Sky, Myself, Jan)))

Enigma..welcome to PC..so sorry that you endure the legacy of abuse and suffer with pathological dissociation, and the inner tormentors and dreamers, we may not be one but we are here and we strive to heal. There is hope, its hard, so ardous, suffering.. but at times a "Grand Adventure" unfolds as the healing and knowledge converge..it just takes wading thru so darned much yuck...Take care, be safe...