Talked to T and marraige T about this today. My back pain is getting so much worse here that when I stand , I can only stand for 5 minutes before my legs start buckling underneath me and I have to lean over the counter in the kitchen to support myself. I am scared of what is happening here. And feel so stupid because of my age that this is even happening. I think I may have to go seek some pain management care. Not sure what all that will entail. Looked it up with our insurance and it should cover most of it. Just have to find a provider for it. I cant live this way forever...