Your feelings are real, no matter what one test says. What do you think those results could mean? Could you use them in any way that would help you? I don't think that invalidating your feelings and your struggles is supposed to be the end result, but I am sorry that it is making you question yourself. There is a reason for you to feel and act as you do, whether that test is able to detect it or not. Maybe you were having a good day when they tested you.