Hi everyone. Sorry ive disappeared for awhile. Been so depressed. Dr told me she's noticed my weight gain and thinks staying on meds is best. But now I want off of it. I have suffered from anorexia several times in past and I'm in meltdown mode. Trying to fight this demon that's in my head since she said it. I've known I have but everyone's been kind and saying they don't notice. Now I got the truth and I literally can't function. I know it's not such a big deal but my brain can't shut this stuff up and I'm a mess. Not looking for attention-just help to get this cloud outta my head. It won't lift and I feel comatosed from it.