Many times, I think that I am 'blocking' things out. I can remember being a small child, who drew inappropriate things. . . . Like, being naked with someone holding a knife. . . It was like some 'Dark Age' scenerio that I can't explain today.... Why did I draw those things of urinate in various corners of the house??? I have no idea.....

To this day, I have a fear of knives.... be it butter or butcher knives...

About being Lesbian (sp), I personally don't thinki it has anything to do with what you experienced..... Well, anyway... I'm being yelled at, at the moment....


sorry, gotta go..