Thanks for all the input guys! .

I just don't think I care enough about going to possibly put myself into a situation I will regret both emotionally and physically.I have too much to lose and not enough to gain.

My friend is understanding about it, she isn't really sure she wanted to go that bad either but a friend of hers was trying to talk her into going... and so she was trying to talk me in to going.... SOOO HIGH SCHOOL!!!

She has no concept of what I go through with ptsd or fibromyalgia or cfs... she wishes she could understand.. she is a good friend.

Thank again for all your thoughts!