So I've been doing a lot of thinking about why this whole appointment has me so upset. I was thinking about how I would write a letter to the clinic. The thing is the student was more thorough than the NP. The NP came in, touched my breast for 20 or 30 seconds and wanted an ultrasound. (Which when I researched the average cost in my area was $350-$650). She never asked about other symptoms. Never asked if I get sore breasts as part of my cycle. She had only met me minutes earlier - although I could hear her flipping through my chart in the hallway. It was only when I started asking questions about the cost of an ultrasound and explained my insurance that she back pedaled.

If they had looked at the records from my old doctor, they would have seen things like testing for possible thyroid issues, which can be linked to iodine deficiencies....and iodine deficiency can be linked to fibrous breast tissue. (I've been doing a lot of research tonight). My old doctor used to ask about it every time - was it bothersome, what did I do to alleviate symptoms (exercise and drink water).

Instead of explaining the situation to me, I was left shocked with the finding and feeling hopeless and scared. I felt no reassurance. They basically told me to call my insurance company and find out what it covered (because I questioned the cost). Told me to watch it and if it got worse come back. It's never even bothered me - until they pointed it out. Now I feel like I have ticking bomb in my boob!

I was going to send a letter to the NP, but I think the letter should go to the doctor whose name is on the clinic. He has one dissatisfied patient right now. I've been in this clinic system since I was born. This is the first time I have been completely disappointed in them.

I think I will write the letter and take it with my to my next t appointment on Thursday...she has a good way of telling me if I am completely off my rocker with things like this.