Started out feeling really high functioning and on it. Then my BF calls me on "Acting crazy". I don't feel like i'm acting crazy! I'm not trying to be crazy. I just AM and I'm so tired of it! I hate feeling like every social interaction is another opportunity for me to screw everything up. Tired of feeling incompetent and incapabable. Depression sucks!!!!!!!!

It's like being lost in a maze. I can't say how I got here or how i'm going to get out of it. I just don't want to be where I am.