I don't know why.
I don't know if it'll ever go away
I don't know if I'll live a complete life again
I don't know if this pain is worth it
I don't know how to fill the void in a healthy manner
I don't know why I carry on
I am tired of being a drain on others.
The few happy days in between really don't offset anything.
Fighting back tears
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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