No. Human trafficking is a booming business, so you are worth big bucks! Seriously tho, you're NOT worthless, you mean something to someone, and that is worth more than all the treasure in the world... Dont be hard on yourself, take it 1 moment at a time. Bipolar is a b,tch to deal with, but aleast you know the depression isnt permanent. You can choose to live for a better tomorrow... hang in there, you're not alone.