So, everything went better than expected yesterday. Things are still good today. It's not last year. I keep telling myself that. I have like.... these really intense memories and it's hard to shake them. It's like when you wake up from a nightmare and it's still clinging to you. But, everything is different this time, the way it should have been last year. Last night was a big proof of that.

I think the lithium did kick in a little later. I was mostly calm the whole time. It does numb me, just enough. I remember during the week, it's the weekend that's hard. Weekend my routine is completely different....

I take it in the morning because I don't have the extended release type. Just plain boring old generic.