Do you feel like you would like someone to take care of you? I wonder if that is behind your questions. It's ok to want to be taken care of sometimes, especially when you are so often the one who takes care of other people. But it's also nice to know that you are strong enough to be able to take care of yourself. You are.
<font color=orange>"If we are going to insist that people pull themselves up by their own bootstraps, we must ensure that they have boots."</font color=orange>
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg