Back from Dr...barely charged ipod managed to last me the whole time. Whew. Very nerve wracking appt though... My BP was sky high due to the anxiety 154/80. Almost had a panic attack when they brought up wanting a pap smear... I'm 21...have never had one before and have a bad history with CSA which I haven't mentioned to my Dr out of fear.. She said 6 weeks. I said hell no. 6 MONTHS might be doable. but 6 weeks is way too short notice.

Sigh. At least ultrasound came back normal. No cysts etc. Luckily my T called me RIGHT as I got out of the car and was about to head in to the Dr office. She has immensely good timing sometimes. She helped calm me down a little, repeated what I needed to tell her, and wished me luck. Time to relax..