I think its very possible to find worth in spirit and soul, your essence and being, and not subscribe to a religion or higher power. Spirituality is available to everyone.. Religion is not universal tho. If religion works for some that is fine, and if not that is also fine. But they are not really the same thing.

We all have worth, we all bring something. We all contribute to life. I hear your pain, and life right now feels empty. You have great loss, but the loss doesnt have to be perminent. It's something we go through, but there is a way back out, just as there was a way in.

Are there things you could do or are interested in doing that would bring the feeling of worth to your life? Sometimes it just needs a start, and then the feeling can grow. Helping others can be a good way to feel like you are giving back. You dont need to do it to be of worth, but it can help link what we are to what we think about ourselves..