Thanks Elysia,
I don't like doctors in general. Its not like this doctor has done anything wrong. He has always been nice and pleasant but I just don't feel comfortable with him knowing anything about my suicidal tendancies. My last T told him that I had self harmed and didnt tell me she had told him, so next time I went to see him as I found a lump on my breast he mentioned that my my therapist had told him about SI so I was caught off guard and angry at her. It just seems like a doctor and a therapist are doctors of different kinds and shouldn't work together. Plus I am a little paranoid at what they are saying to each other as they have spoke on the phone everyday since thursday T told me today.