i am kinda thinking about going to a mental hosp im 15 and im wonding what it would be like im realy scared how long would i have to stay i self-harm and some susidal thoughts and feeling realy depreshed im in theripy and on meds and i toke a turn for the worse so baicly all i want to know is what it is like and how long i would stay there for and if i can keep my theripest