Sorry for your pain. I also am lonely and have lost all my friends and right now can't even deal with being around them or talking to them. When you are feeling so horribly its kind of hard to have normal conversations and idle chit chat. I know i can't do it. I want someone to let me talk about my pain without feeling uncomfortable and just being there for me. Unfortunately not many people are able to do that. That is why i get on these sites because people understand where i am coming from. The only thing i can suggest is continue to come on sites like this and maybe look for a group for depressed people close to where you live. When you are feeling better about yourself you can try mingling with people that don't know your depressed. There is a website called meetup.com where you can meet people with similar interests. Hope you feel better soon.