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Originally Posted by Roadie
I have various pains from physical stuff that's becoming more of a problem, on top of being bipolar ... so I can relate on some days to how you're feeling. No bf, though ... just me and my cats.
if your T is offering hospitalization, why not give that a try? They'd have a chance to seriously re-evaluate you medication, top to bottom, even do a nutritional study ... Might turn something up that could lessen both the pain and the depression. Can't do most of these out-patient.
Consider it a vacation from the people and places in your current life. If you've lost interest in this life, what have you got to lose?
It would also show everyone that you were willing to make one final effort. I hope you'll give it some thought.
Roadie
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Thanks for replying and for the advice. I don't want to be hospitalized especially in the hospital where i go for my therapy because i called crisis one time and was taken there and treated like crap by the staff. They talk about you like your not even there and they make jokes and rude comments. I complained when the nurse came in to finally talk to me. They then put me in this room by myself with nothing in it and left me there for a long time and by the time someone came in to question me i had made up my mind i was not staying there. I told them i was not planning to take my life and they released me. It was a horrible experience. I wish i could go someplace where people cared and actually wanted to help me and where i could rest and have peace but unfortunately that is not happening.