Ooooh dear ! I'm ashamed to think when I last showered ! There seems no reason to bother. I have not left my bed literally, for 11 months. New years day 2012 was the last day I dressed. I don't see anyone other than my son who lives with me. I don't take care of myself in any way. I eat once a day an instant readymeal. Housework never occurs to me anymore and I have not used my washing machine in over a year. No one calls by or bothers to phone, not even family. Is this living ? I'm amazed I don't stink, funnily enough I really don't and my hair isn't greasy ! I'm amazed I haven't got a blood clot or bed sores from lying in bed. Is this to be my life ? Where's the old me gone ? Who cares ?