Ugh ! Me too. This used to be my favorite holiday. I would start singing christmas carols on thanksgiving day. Decorations would go up the weekend after turkey day and come down january 2nd. Over the years my parents and grandparents passed. I had health problems, some family issues and job loss. I try to stay upbeat on the outside but on the inside I am stressed and scared. We can barely make it month to month on our income. Throw in christmas or even a few extra goodies for thanksgiving and the money doesn't stretch. Sometimes when I hear others talking in anticipation of the holidays I just want to burst into tears. I would do anything to feel that way again. So for u others who share this crummy feeling-don't feel like the lone ranger. You are one of many who struggle with this, just like me.