I feel depressed, Hell, there has been enough going on to cause that in it's own right. But my pain from bone spur and rotator cuff is returning and I am scared to death and feel so darned powerless. I have spent my week feeling that I have a full time job casemanaging the crisis of my children and coordination services. I am down. I am scared, I am trying to just think healthy and be well. I am also waiting to get more up to date info before pressing the panic button on my diagnoses of progressive arthritis. Crap, too young for that. I refuse.