you are very correct in what you hve said Dex...

Showing we hve problems is a sign of maturity, but when we show too much and tell to much and get hurt in the process, then what do we do when we get called "immature" when we get hurt????

That is my main concern... but I quess I will let this pass like most of the other things that hve happend to me.. I will let it ebb and flow over me and grow from this hurtful thing and just move on...
I am not gong to let it get me down any longer for I now in my heart I am not this way, I am a growing person I grow a litlte each and every day. I have to for I have to wonderful childern, and I have to learn to do better by them, and for them.
I also have to keep learning to grow in my eduaction at school and at my home life so I do not make the same mistakes i have made in the past, so my futer will be a brighter tommorw than last time...

Love to all
thank you again Dex.....

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The light is around me now
I see it so clearly now
I feel him in my heart
Lord God has set me free.
Let me rejoice in you
Let me be free
I love the lord God.
I have been Saved by your Grace and love today...04/11/04