Thanks guys It is kismet I think meeting Faith and her family yesterday. When we were at home and Nate was flipping out refusing to go, I looked up and surrendered, not even knowing who or what to pray to because I'm not set in any one religion. Just praying he wouldn't hurt himself over this court date and filthy drug addiction.

All the times at court, I've never talked to another person. Honestly we're usually only a handful of english speaking people there, and I was too stoned in school to learn Spanish. Where I live, it's pretty helpful to speak Spanish. One of the first classes I'll do when I go back to school.

The "Hall" is probably the best place for him right now. I've talked to them there several times and the staff is actually really caring, it sounds. This is going to be a new start. Maybe I'll even shower today, still getting out of bed, took an extra klon last night so I could finally sleep.