Dear C,
Sometimes I hate that you are my T. I hate the the T relationship. I hate that it oten fells or seems unreal. I want more. I want more warmth more caring. Where is the line, how much should you provide me and how much do i need to find on my own. I was worried when I started seeing you that I would want you to mommy me. Now that i have seen you for 2 years it is exactly what I want. I don't want to cuddles or hugs. Just for you to say you thought about me the other day, or something. I don't know what. This is so unfair!