It's so difficult to talk about a major issue I have when it's also my worst fear and incredibly humiliating to discuss, as it makes talking about it almost has bad as living with it, and since everyone else likes it, it makes it harder for others to empathize and respect how I feel about it. Moreover, because everyone else likes it, there are few, if any, resources available for me to help me manage with it. The issue is a silent one, always around me, always within me, but invisible to others, having been buried under a lifetime of secrecy and distrust of others (within me) and the wide acceptance of it by others (around me). Can I overcome this issue?, it is hard to say, but I am doubtful of that, due to another issue altogether.