Hi,
Today, I saw all kinds of messages from an alter I haven't met before. I have some vague sense she's new and not just newly-emerging. I am very insecure and fear this means I'm a fake. I'm not in an abusive sitution right now, but am very stressed out as of late, and I split very easily. I don't know of course whether she's truly new, as I tend to think this of all the alters I discover simply because it makes it easier to ignore them. I could really use some support and hugs, and maybe some reassurance (I know you guys dont'know me as I don't post often, but well). I'll discuss this thingy when I see my T tomorrow. Btw, are alters allowed to post here? I see there is a teen garden but I don't know about adults or littles. I don't have many places where my alters are allowed, and mostly on sites that are not specific to DID, they aren't, so that's why I ask.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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