at the end of this week or next week I was told I was getting My Powerchair back it has been a long time I think it's been almost 3 months and I should be happy but I'm not I'm deppresed I hate lying in bed all the time crying and losing weight,I go out my room only for a couple of hours a day, I'm a smoker also I want to see a few other ppl. here
who are important to me.then I go go back to my room and remember things from the past I try to stay positivethat didn't work so then I journel about the bad things but when I try to talk to someone they dont understand I thought I was bad but the woman who work here tell me that my depresiont will just go away and its not a serious problem
that is not somthing I need to hear sometimes espaicailly
the fact that depression is not real its just agravating.
Crista
"Our lives Begin to End
The Day We Beome Silent about
The Things That Matter"
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Tita
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