NaturalAlignment,
It is good to hear back from you and I am glad you are finding PC a good place. I know I said in the poll and in my reply do something different, well I think maybe seeking some professional help may be of use to you to guide you through your already insightful feelings and thought's to help you come to terms and work on the areas you feel need work on to allow you to gain that sense of emotion and feeling's you have missed out on for so long and for whatever reason felt you were unable to feel or contemplate those emotion or interactions for so long. Sometimes when searching for a therapist they list the areas they specialize in. I think it would be good for you to check that if you feel you want to seek the help from a therapist of your choice to find one that specializes in the area you feel you need help on, so they can best give you the best and need support to help you through this. So in the future you can hopeful feel the reward of that of letting in and interacting back to those much love people in your life in the same way or sense they do, as well as for yourself feeling the love that is around in a way that is natural for any human to desire. It must be painful for you knowing that the love is there and you want to feel that and interact back showing your emotions just like those around you can and show them the love they feel to for you in such a way. Another thing you can do, if you feel ready to, is like you already have done is open up on PC about your feelings and maybe you will also find some clarity and further insight here, there are a wide range of scope and people on here that maybe as well might be able to offer you some help and insight, but do remember that everyone is generally here for similar reasons and we all are just another random person each with their problems and each with something hopefully they can share and help another person with. As I sure you are aware but just thought best add that in. My thought’s go out to you and I wish you all the best
Last edited by Mindinpieces; Nov 14, 2012 at 09:25 PM.
Reason: sorry, lack of sleep equals typo's and no sense from me I am sorry I hope my reply is ok now
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