got really bad yesterday. bad me, bad, bad---i'm sorry i hurt myself--i'm sorry i can't take it--she's right, i am just a worthless no body.
t doesn't listen to the other. she said i have to learn ways to stand up to her. i can't. t said we'll work this out.
maybe i'm better if i don't come out any more. no good inside or outside.
stuck.
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