No sleep, maybe 2 hours here or maybe there every second night or so for the last few weeks. I am soo tired. But it's ok, it feels like rest almost. Which is weird. I dunno if I am so tired that I have just shut down. Feels almost like being high on something, or tranquilized, I think my body also feels stoned. I am not so good with describing. But a very peaceful exhaustion, until I realize I have to be awake in 2 hours, and then " ohhh sugar foot!!!" Shoot, I am no where near close to sleep. Just zombie-ing out.

Was it worth it.. not sure. Too tired to almost think. This is a bit pointless.

Ok so anyone feel like that when they are way past exhausted? Now I would wonder about the healthiness of feeling stoned off that.

I am sorry if I seem neglectful of anyone lately, I feel useless to be of much help . But I have been reading and I do care about you's