oh i dread the holidays. my worst thing tho is thanksgiving because that's when my family gets 2gether. everyone is so fake. one of my sisters always wants to go black friday shopping and she's the only who enjoys it--but everyone (except me) gives in to her so she won't "go boom," basically. i hate going because, for one thing, i don't usually have the money, and i hate the crowds and chaos--i often end up physically sick! but the few times i have gone, i was completly ignored. i was completly broke and everyone knew it, and no one even offered to buy me coffee--it was embarrassing. but if i dont go, they all act like they're gonna commit suicide over it. i seriuosly doubt that their whole time is destroyed because im not there with them. in fact, they don't even like taking me because im hard to deal with when i go--but they just want to be able to say they took me along.