Hello and welcome !! It's great that you posted this so we can get to know you. You're definitely NOT being forward at all.
I hope you've visited the Panic & Anxiety forum here as well. The people there are great.
I suffer from depression as well, and have since I was a little girl, so that was MANY years ago --- I'm 63yrs old now. LOL I've been thru therapy, and am on medications now and have been for many years.
I'm sure others will respond too, but again I'm glad you posted! Hope we hear more from you. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee