So what is the point according to my university my dad owes them £800 when he doesn't it was just coz I didn't fill in the form I was meant to last year i don't know how much it is in dollars and i don't care but that was principally what brought on my depression that stupid form and even now its not sorted out even now its still hanging over me its just all my fault not the form i have a new form for this coming septemeber when i restart but i owe them nothing really i paid them the first installment and its so not fair i am £1000 in debt to the bank over the past what 3 years i have spent c.£3000, £1000 was bank account, £1000 overdraft and the other the amount my dad reckons he spent on me over the past 3 yrs or so and he said he's never buy me anything again eg clothes etc. ok that sounds so petty yes but my best friend she has spent about £7000 over the past 3 yrs her dad knows and doesn't give a damn in that £2000 from her grandmother on her 18th bday £2000 bank account £2000 student loans £1000 overdraft and that's not including the money her parents spend on her and they pay for everything for her! and her dad knows and doesnt care and my dad gets up such a fuss about it. ok i know i am jealous of her i suppose thats clear but its so unfair her family has more money than mine and her mother gives her £2000 for her 18 birthday and I got nothing and every time she has a birthday she gets about £100 last time I got £5 i know this is so petty and trivial so just ignore it all it shows is that I am useless

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

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- F. Scott Fitzgerald