When I seen T this week I text her to say I was going to be a few minutes late she text back and said that she had forgotten about our appt but would be there in half an hour.
I am not being dramatic but I was suicidal and she forgets... it is not the first time she has been late or forgotten and my doctor tried to ring her yesterday three times and she never rang him back. He tried when I was there too and she ignored his call. So I text her today to say I had been to the doctor and could I make another appt with her and she never text back. I am feeling so bad right now like she doesn't care. I am sick of this ****. I thought she cares but I am not willing to go through this again with T2 because as soon as I was mentioned sui with T1 she terminated me and I feel like this is what is going to happen here again.

I even told T2 about what happened with T1 and how she terminated and T2 said it was because I wasn't safe with her. WEll I am not safe with this T or any T. I am done with everything and everyone.