Hi Geez,
I am afraid I don't have experience with this but if your T visits are unlimited and you can afford to co pay the $40 per visit I think you should. If you feel like you don't fit in but I would give it a few more visits first but that is just me.
Also you are in a bad place right now and I think you need some one to one and maybe a group won't provide you with the attention you need right now.