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Originally Posted by Maranara
People don't necessarily know about it until we're close to the breaking point, and then they won't believe us because we've seemed so "normal" in their eyes all along. At least that's what I've experienced.
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So true. It's almost like people were completely dismissing me up until the point I snapped about a month ago and tried to OD on Ambien. Even now, my family says I "keep it together so well" or something along those lines. I just never want to worry anyone. But I feel like I'm teetering on the edge quite often.
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Dx: Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Chemical Dependency, Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Rx: Effexor XR 300 mg, Risperdal .5 mg, Cogentin (as needed for tremors due to Risperdal), Depakote 1000 mg
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