It took me a long time to even accept the fact that I have PTSD. I understand hating it and hating the way it affects your life. It feels like anger on top of anger sometimes. I would get mad at the fact that my brain just wasn't working the way it used to...I still do. Why can't I just process this and move on? Why can't I handle life the way I used to? Having to tell people about it makes it even worse. I had to make changes in my life that I didn't want to make because of PTSD. It sucks, but I can tell you that with time...therapy...and work...it can get better.

Besides the anger, something I see in your post is that you aren't giving up. Sure you are having to slow down or change things a little and it's frustrating, but you aren't giving up. Maybe fewer credit hours will help you do better in the classes you are taking. You're doing what you have to do to keep moving forward. That's something to feel good about.

Rant and vent all you want...we all need to do that from time to time. Get it out and keep moving forward. You can do this.



Gman